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we pulled up into the driveway.
i was still holding his hand. “i just… wanted to thank you for tonight,” i whispered, flashing a polite smile.
“of course,” he replied. “i mean… whenever we’re together, it always comes down to this.”
“yeah…” i nodded. “i like it.”
he put the car in park, then turned off the engine almost simultaneously. he leaned over to unbuckle my seatbelt. then he put one arm around me, and placed his other fingers on my side, caressing the layer underneath my cardigan softly.
“we’re really close friends, janey. you know you can always tell me anything.”
“i know… and same goes for you.”
“i don’t have anything to say!”
“maybe not now, but, if you ever do…”
we looked up and smiled at each other.
i leaned into his chest. he looked down. “you smell nice,” he admitted rather naively. “what, did you put on some perfume?”
“i… took a shower?” i laughed. i hugged him again.
“can i ask you something?” i said, without looking up.
“of course.”
“how do you feel...about this?”
he grinned. “i like it,”
“me too,” i said as i snuggled. “i really… like...…...being around you and all.”
“me too.”
“do you...want to take this, to like… another level?”
he rubbed my shoulders slowly. “...how so?”
“like… relationship status,” i mumbled. did i really have to spell it out for him?!
“are you...asking me out?”
here we go again. “well, kinda, i mean-”
“yes,” he cut me off.
“okay fine, so maybe i am-”
“yes,” he repeated firmly. “the answer to your question. Yes.”
“...really?” i looked up gradually.
“Yes.”
we held each other closer. he rested his head on my shoulder and i shifted deeper into his arms.
“this is a first for me,” he admitted shyly.
“me too…!”
“does this mean i get to call you my girlfriend?”
“uh, only if it means i get to call you my boyfriend…”
“yeah, go for it!”
“...same to you,” we both laughed.
“i mean, i’ve never been ‘official’ with anyone before. i guess...there’s a first for everything.”
“me neither...and definitely.”
he patted my hair down and began to stroke it. “i’m so...happy!”
“i know, right?! meeting you was the best part of my junior year.”
“that’s what i said!”
“i know, and like i said, the feeling is mutual.”
“i’m so glad.”
he shifted a little. then he closed his eyes for the longest time. i pretended not to notice.
“can i  just…”
he tilted his head and kissed my cheek.
if i were to touch it, or even look up, he’d know i’d been blushing. so i looked down.
and i  kissed him back.
“there’s a first for everything,” i reassured us both.
he picked my hand up to run his thumb back and forth down mine. he looked into my eyes.
“i love you, janey.”
“i love you too, jess…”
firsts
In a magical, mystical world, what if this actually happened to you?
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lmao deviantart is fuckin weird now
Done by Konendo
Done
Really, I am so done with high school.

I'm done pretending to be someone I'm not.
I'm done wishing I was someone else.
I'm done with everyone judging everyone else.
I'm done wondering what everyone else is doing.
I'm done with peer pressure.
I'm done trying to fit  in when I know I never will.
I'm done with school success being a popularity contest.
I'm done suffering disappointment by trying (but failing) to avoid expectation.
I'm done trying to make new friends after I've lost old ones.
I'm done questioning the meaning of "friend".
I'm done thinking I even have any.
I'm done with betrayal.
I'm done with rejection.
I'm done trying to feel occupied when I'm really not.
I'm done with the fact that the past is gone but the memories still painfully remain.
I'm done finding out that some people are never what you think they are.
I'm done with people clinging to their first impressions. Or forgetting about their last ones.
I'm done avoiding others.

But are they done avoiding me?
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CloudehPaws Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Student General Artist
;w; Oh gog i was like the weird cat that had horrible spelling who was like your sister...found chu
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undesirableangel Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
LOLS WHY DID YOU GIVE ME POINTS. That is so old i can't even.....i sound like a little noob 
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AquaticBandage Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013
Are you still alive.
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Pluel Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
YOU USED TO BE MY BEST FRIEND WHEN I WAS LIKE, 11 AND I HAVE FOUND YOU AGAIN. OH MY GOD
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Tegan-Sebastian Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2013  Student General Artist
I totally did NOT know you moved accounts. Excuse me while I feel extremely stupid xD
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